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Assalamualaikum..

Since dapat penyakit baru ni,mcm2 hal pulak,and dah 5 hari saya xtdo malam,i just sleep after 8am till 12 pm..apa nak jadi tah dgn aku ni,dok marathon drama korea je wehh..hee
yang pelik,mengantuk tapi bila dah hadap drama tuh,segala menantuk ilang and now on,aku tgh elakkan tgk,sbb kang kalau tgk memg smpi pagi la xtdo..
skrg asyik pikir keje keje keje keje..xtau nak keje apa,i just wanna grab je apa2,tapi td ija ask for job,tp aku kiv coz i  really dont like to be telemarketing,i dont have any passion in persuade people or else.
so,nak kompemkan jugak dgn kakak pasal ckgu tadika tu,i love kids,i love to be their teacher,,erkkk,ayat kemain kannn..
tadi  pun dia ckp awk keje je apa2 dulu,even he ask me to keje dkt sama negeri dgn dia keje,,erkk,kalau awk husben sy,sy nak la jugak g keje smpi ke situ,hee..so that tu jwpn aku bg dia ha..but plis ask your uncle ade vacancy tak dkt company dia,atlist comp dia dkt kl,eh jap,tbe kenapa banyak kaitan dgn awk je ni,hee

oh,siang td,having fun with mal,nazsman and fatin..we eat,jalan2,,mcm dyeorgtu sume xde exam kan,,hihi
sedih okay,tgl bape ari je lagi nak tggalkan ukm ni,,siyes sedihhh.barang pun xpack lagi,xde semangat la nak pack.emylia pun xkompem lg nk dtg amik bila,tp aku suruh dtg amik jugak sabtu or ahad,kejam kan,dah suruh org,pastu pksa2 pulak,sorry aa kakak,adik kau memg jahat.hikhik
dah la mengarut,,esk lak cter.hee

xoxo.s

mix feeling.

Assalamualaikum.

Hai,,,saya seorang penganggur terhormat sekarang.,so,sape2 ade ayah,mak,uncle,aunty,nenek,or seangkatan la nak pekerja,boleh la cari saya okay,i need job now,hahaha
ni minggu kedua aku xkeje,,perasaan tu mcm2,,sonok pun ade,boring pun ade,dah rindu2 dah ofismate,,betul la,ni xtipuu tauuu.heee
then masa tinggal sikit je lg nak jumpa kawan2 semua,,nak lepak2 dgn mereka,oh,,i dun like the day we have to leave ukm,sobssobsss.*drama kejap*..xnak la ckp pasal ni,esk kena stat kemas2 barang dah,sbbnye emylia nak dtg amik ari sabtu or ahad ni,so,kena pack aa siap2..
enough aa ckp pasal ni,later smbg lg,,
so,skrg nak ckp pasal simptom yg sy dpt skrg,short term memory lostt,,hoii,scary kott,baru buat bnda aku dah lupa,acane tu,evrything kena tulis,bru xlupa..risau aa,lately menjadi2 kot,jgn smpi aku kena record sume aku buat tiap ari kot..doc ckp ni sbb too much stress,,hurmmmm,stress mcm ade anak sepuluh orang kann.
and bila cerita dkt awk,,awk jgn dont think too much,sbb awk pun ade simptom yg sama,erkkk,,pelik2 je ha,aigooo.
btw,,thanks awk,sbb awk salu bagi semangat untuk sy,*ayat xyah nak sweet sgt ah* hee
sorry sbb libatkan awk dlm masalah sy,thankss,,and i know u always beside me.and sorry sbb tanya solan bodoh cm tadi,hee,i'm quite naive bout that thing aa.
okay la,dah pukul 4,should stop and sleep.

:) :)

Assalamualaikum.

okay bebeh,,mcm sepuluh taun dah xjejak sini,,aku busy la,,erkk,busy la sgt kann..keje gomen pun busy semacam,so korang jgn ingat dok gomen goyang kaki ye,,betulkan statement tuh..huhu
esk sampai jumaat minggu terakhir aku dekat kpwkm tuh ha,,meanss,,internship aku dah nak abes,after this kena mikir nak keje ape,dekat mana pulak,,
biar dulu boleh,nak release tensi,,penat 3 taun blaja kena bg ilang dulu,huhuhu
kakak pun dah ajak keje dekat penang,,still thinking,,senanya dekat ofis skrg dah di offer,cuma aku xtau lagi la,sbb xnak jawatan tu,bukan demand,tapi sbb pk kan living cost bgai,,should consider first,,,tapi tgk la cmnee..huhu
dalam paleotak skrg dah plan macam2,,nak belajar masak la,sbb mcm dah ilang skill msk2 aku tu,pastu rasa nak balajar mnjahit la,,ouhh,sume still process of learning,mana tang nak jimbanye,huhu
jimba tu memang wajib,tp kena kira bajet okay,,hahha,so,kalau dekat2 boleh aa kot.teringin travel sorang2,tapi,kompemm aa abah xbagi,,and ramai xconfident dgn aku nk travel sesorg,,hello,i kuat okay.hee
nak g europe,,tapi kena dpt sponsor dulu,,kemain nk europe kannn,,sbb manatau jmpe jdoh mat salleh,,haha,katenye dah xcaya dekat lelaki malaysia.hahaha,*statement mintak pelempang*
xsah kalau dlm entry xsebut pasal cinta ye.

hee,baiklah,mari siapkan keje and report,janji nak siapkan weekend,tapi weekend dah nak abes kot,,cik sue oh cik sue...

btw,,nak wish semoga awk berbahagia dgt dia..kenapa xbgtau awal2 yang awk dah ade dia,so xdela sy kacau awk lg lepas ape dah jd aritu.hee

xoxo.s

priceless experienced.

Assalamualaikum.

Okay,since busy so jarang2 dapat lawat cik blog ni,hikhik
many things to tell,tapi biarlah simpan je,mungkin itu lebih baik..
cuma nak cakap,,bila kita diperbodohkan hidup2,,awak2 semua taulah kan cmne rasanya..
so,beware la semua,jgn tertipu ye..
tapi kalau xmerasa mcm xbest pulak kann,atlist tambah koleksi pengalaman *ayatnakpositifje
kadangkadang rasa malu jugak,evrything nak bgtau sini,tapi nak bgtau jugak,haha *tahpape

okay la,moral of story,never trust people..
yang baik mungkin akan jadi jahat,and yg jahat mungkin baik sebenarnya.so don't  simply judge ye.

rindu cik blog :)

Assalamualaikum.

sangat lama xbersua disini.hikhik..erm,sebelum ni asyik tulis dkt blog satu lg..so sini ditinggalkan and now i'm back okay..
byk tak update dkt sini. now sy sdg berpraktikal,sudah 2 bulan okay.2 bulan lagi,then lega and waiting for my c-day je,inshaAllah,hihi
okay,saje je singgah sini,later la story byk2. okebai :)

Welcome 2013 :)

Assamualaikum.

Wishing uols happy new year.. :)
okayokay,esk or lagi bape minit je pun lagi,kita akan masuk 2013..means no more 2012,
tinggal kenangan jela.
so,korang dah tertunai ke semua azamazam 2012,aku ofcos la belum,sbb biasalah,ada je halangan,hihi
xpe,boleh sambung azam tu ke 2013 pulak,kita hanya merancang kan,Allah yang tentukan,tapi try la jugak tunaikan ye.
cakap pasal 2012,,okay,too much memories was created with semua orang.
dgn family,kawankawan n semua2 lah.
normal la kan,ade happy,sad,tapi pengalaman n memories tu mematangkan kita kan,cewahhh.
back to 2012,i'm as a student,and inshaAllah on 2013,i dah abes belajar and inshaAllah,semoga dapat keje bagusbgus kan,doakan saya plisss.
gonna miss all the moment have we done on 2012,banyak sgt,dengan besties kita la cik lai n mal,dak kolej,geng abadi,coursemate,ohh,,banyaknye,, and tak lupa,dgn awak jugak.semua jadi on 2012.
and hope so,2013 will more happiness year for all of us.inshaAllah.

sayang korang semuaaaa..and good luck for our final exam. :)

xoxo.s

busy busy..

assalamualaikum and morning peeps :)

okay,since malas nak tdo lagi sebab takut terlajak subuh so,nak menulis dekat sini la.
dah beberapa ari since last week aku xtdo malam,tp siang tdo byk la,hihi
dah mcm burung antu pulak eh..bak kata paiz adik aku tu,akak kita ni stay  jerman,siang tdo,mlm dia berjaga la,hihi.mcm2 la kaw paiz..
okay,bz week sudah tiba,nak kejar antar esaimen sume.sgt la penat,last minute kan,plus dgn grup member yg hurmm,,paham2 la sendiri,ni aku baru siapkan report,yg fully aku buat,yela even copy paste but i still have to edit a lot,mcm esaimen aku sorang je,sabar jela,buat keje kena ikhlas sue oii,jgn merungut,nanti baru berkat,then baru boleh dpt A,mungkin sbjk2 aku dulu2 yg xdpt A tu,mest esaimen dia aku buat xikhlas kan,hihi
dah final year baru nak pk eh,,apepunxboleh,hoho
tapi serius risau dgn keadaan aku skrg,xnormal okay,acane nak back to normal ni,nk jd org malaysia balik ni.*bajet dok obersea la kan..hikhik,
okay la,enuff merepek,cuma nak ckp,hope i will finish all my assignments and thesis before final exam.hope so.

xoxo. s

random !!

assalamualaikum..

dah lama xupdate dekat sini,berhabuk seyh..
okay,kita tinggal lagi 3 minggu je tok blja ,then stdy week,then exm
after exm dah start internship.
tempat dah dapat,tp satu jela baru,n still thinking to accept there or not.
still waiting for others,if no choice have to accept it.
if accept yg tu means that i will intern at temerloh,after all temerloh is the best place perhaps.
masa berlalu sgt cepat,xterkejar eden.hoho.
so,manfaatkan la masa2 dengan kawan2 skrg.nanti xboleh lelepak dah dgn dyeorg mcm skrg.
oh,till here,later i will story more.hohoho

s. xoxo :)

:)

Assalamualaikum n morning :)

Never let life's hardships disturb you ... no one can avoid problems, not even saints or sages.Imagine every day to be the last of a life surrounded with hopes, cares, anger and fear. The hours that come unexpectedly will be much the more grateful.

#c&p

another things to blablabla...

assalamualaikum.

morning..okay aku xtidur lagi sejak semalam.
sebabnya berthesis la,ape lagi,gigih siapkan literature review,
pukul 11 kang nak pegi hadap puan kesayangan aku tuh.
lepas jumpa dia nanti baru la aku boleh tidur gila2,topup segala bagai
tapi kena bangun la,sbb banyak lagi keje kena siapkan.sbbnye weekend bakal dipenuhi dengan aktiviti merehatkan otak.bila merehatkan otak mestilah jejalan,shoping kan.heee
tiba2 terfikir,mcm mana aku boleh stay up sampai sekarang without take any cafein mcm org salu buat,sbbnye memang aku xminum anything yg ade cafein.mungkin sbb motivate diri sendiri kot nak siapkan jugak benda alah ni. #aiceceh.
tapi siyes,sekarang aku rasa ngntuk tahap dewa,but if i sleep,kompem aku xbangun kol 11 kang tu,alamatnye jumpa puan dalam mimpi jela.tu pun lau ade mimpi.hikhik
okay,stop here,next entry ape pulak eh.

:)

assalamualaikum

okay,pagi td gelabah jugak masuk kelas manpower tu,sbbnye bila masuk ape yg aku prepare xsama dgn dr tanya,goshhh,gila gelabah seyh,tp cover2 la mcm okay.hikhik
then bila part dia suruh volunteer pegi present,memg aku xnak la kan,sbb totally different dgn aku punya,then out of blue,xde angin xde ribut dia suruh jwb kuiz pulak,.main hentam je jwb,then dia check,dpt pujian jugak td,dia ckp jwpn not bad,tp lebih kurang sama dgn fira pulak,sbb nye kteorg just jot down ape yg dgr org present before tu je,so,input dia mest la lebih kurang je,arrangement ayat je beza sikit kot,btw,both of us dpt pujian pulak,hikhik.pastu dia suka lak dgr sore aku ni,dia suruh aku baca lagi ayat yg kat dlm buku tuh,hikhik,makin kembang seyh dpt pujian kali kedua pg td even pg2 tu cuak mcm ape.tp arini bgun awl bkn mcm lastweek la.bunyi alarm trus je jaga,then kwn2 aku kol pulak kejutkan,hee,thanks korang :)
now,aku rasa aku dah boleh adapt kot kelas tuh even cuak2 ayam sikit bila nak masuk,heee
tetibe rasa nk cerite benda ni pulak,bosan senanye ni,next class at 4pm.

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assalamualaikum.

tadi kekonon nak tdo,atlast,i end up my morning with settle down my thesis,oh baru chapter 1 jela,last editing,hope not much changes after see pn,hafizah tomorow.
 minggu ni rasa mcm sgt teruk sikit,almost tiap hari jugak la stress
orang sekeliling aku pun dah tension dgr aku asyik sebut stress je,sorry la semua
sbb benda alah kertas ilmiah ni,selagi xsiap,selagi tula aku asyik stress je.lagi stress bila tgh sibuk buat benda ni sume then ade minah xtaw apa masalah tu  nak cari pasal dengan aku. tah kenape dia pun aku xtaw..rasa macam nak face to face je balik weekend ni,i want it will be clear among us.
jangan nak hipokrit sgt la each other,yess i admit,i really feel that i'm very hipocryte right now,too much fake among us. and the worst thing when i'm starting hate them,both of them.
the best cure actually,try to forget them.yes it was a big mistake to know them tapi mungkin ade hikmah lain kan..hope this is the last one i talk about them here.

3rd year sudah!!!

assalamualaikum. :)

okay,esk..eh arini la,pukul 11 pagi kang da naik bus nak balik ukm terchenta tu..
will continue my last semester in ukm.
i'm gonna be super senior guys.jyeahhh
many challenges mybe.scaryyy okayy
oh,skrg tgah nervous sape la rumetku esk.. #overpulak.
still not yet with packing my brg2.malas okayy,td seharian kua,then main gubah2 hantaran tok syafiq tu pulak
rasa nk extent cuti pun ade..hewhew
okay la,later continue story pulak.

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assalamualaikum :)

Ya  Allah.kuatkan la hatiku ini.
semoga semua yang terjadi ini ada hikmahnya.
cuma satu aku nak bagitaw,aku xbenci dah korang,
so jgn buat andaian yang aku still benci korang.enuff okay.
i'm happy with my life now.so enjoy your life too. :)

macam macam lah!!!

assalamualaikum. :)

being the middle between them somehow make me suck.
okay,mesti pelik kan,ape la masalah lagi nie,ni cerita pasal dua2 kwn baik aku.
aku dah agak akan jd benda mcm ni,sbb time aku taw buden kapel dgn ija pun aku terkejut jugak
then terus pk bila neq taw mcm mana la.
satu ari aku dengar masalah dua2 orang nie,mula2 dengan neq,sume diluahkannye,kesian,tp tah la
dia yang reject buden,but then bila buden kapel dgn ija dia xboleh terima pulak,yela,ija tu kwn baik dia,then bila buden ckp if dia kapel dgn sue cmne,boleh terima tak,dia ckp boleh,but bila buden ckp sue pun kwn baik awk jugak neq,hahha,pening aku,sampai aku pun di libatkan jugak.
huhu,2jm dalam kete ngn buden pulak yang cerita masalah.hahha
atlast aku ckp yg patut je.dah xtaw nak bagi nasihat ape.sbb dua2 kwn baik aku,serba salah,but kali ni aku lebih byk sokong neq rasanye sampai buden pun xpuas ati sikit dgn aku,huhu
masing2 da besar boleh pk yang mana baik atau tak kan.

okay,siang td kua dgn gurlgurl aku,sape lagi lau bukan ain n aja,borak2,mkn2,and dekat kepsi suddenly jmpe dgn xbf n awek dye,haha,acting profesional la beb.even first time trserempak mcm ni.aku cool je,tp dyeorg lak yg mcm gelabah,so xjd  nk tegur.hahhaa,then bila aku ckp bnda ni dkt tweet alia mcm taw pulak even dye xde tweet aku then ckp dekat fb aku melalak dekat tweet,ape tah ngn dia ni,aritu je baru msg aku say sorry bgai..benda betul kot aku ckp dekat tweet tu,asal kaw nk angin lak,look dah aku marah skrg..huhu,dah la cter pasal ni,bosan.hahah

oh,nk gtaw lagi,aku dah berani kot sikit tgk cter antu,sbb td tgk cter antu the possesion tu even ade org ckp boleh heart attack dgr aku jerit.hahha
okay,konklusinye mcm2 jd arini..huhu

p/s.miss u mr.love.. :(

crazyy!!!

assalamualaikum.

okay,am i too hot..hahhhaa :)
this is crazyy okayy..
tetiba mlm ni dia kol bgai then confess mcm tuh.
mybe its my fault because have make him  fall in love with me.
havent thought that he is also like me.
he confess after almost 2 weeks  i have relationship with someone that i'm really love
so,u guys can predict what my answer right.
to him,,sorry,my heart was stole by someone else,so u can't take it.
and to mr.love,no worries okay,u are my number one.with no regret. :)
later i will story mory with u,too hard to connect with u right now,huhu

exam!!!

salam 7syawal 1433H

exam mood is on,,27/8 and 29/8

then go back home for 10 days before new semester begin

my LAST semester okay before internship.

gud luck guys fors short semester exam,do your best okay :)

:(

salam 2 syawal.

ala,sedihnye,lappy tiba2 rosak pulak.
stress pun ade.haihh
raye2 ni lappy nk rosak lak,tggu la lepas 3 taun gune ke,baru la rosak.
okay,one more thing,belek2 tips n notes,rase byk gila kena stdy,huwaaa
dah la exm next 27 n 29hb,ohmaii

:)

kinda weird with this feeling,
13th august 2012.3.40.official
after all. happy,speechless.its all comes together.
pray for the best for this relationship.

p/s:jgn nak segan sangat dengan saya. :p

:)

assalamualaikum.

19th Ramadhan.
we have about 10 days more to celebrate raya,weee

p/s:till when we must be like this,i'm waiting. :)